Monday, April 20, 2009
108 days to go.....
I figured out today that I have exactly 108 days to go until I turn 40. I have to admit, I am really having difficulty wrapping my head around age 40. I think it's because I still think of myself as 27 years old, that 4o just doesn't seem possible. It's just can't be right, can it? So, here I sit, on the precipice of middle age, in the worst shape of my life. Sure, I'm running, but I would not say I am in peak condition. I just can't seem to get in the groove. I keep trying to diet, but I am failing miserably at that. Life is really complicated at present and I am struggling to get passionate about anything. I know that I want to record this milestone by doing something fantastic that I can be proud of, but I am having a hard time pulling it together to do it. Why is that? Any thoughts, ideas? I am appealing to you, the three people who read this for your advice. Let me know what you think. In the meantime, I'll keep chugging along. Maybe if I can kick this cold, I will find my MOJO. Here's hoping.